My Father

I HATE MY FATHER!!!

Why do I have this kind of father? 大男人又自卑。 脾氣又不好。He also not a gentleman. 

I did think of him pass away, then my house will be very quite. How nice would that be. 

But haiz, I can't choose my father but I can choose my partner, my future. My father has only one good point and that is he is a filial son, towards his mum. 

Chatting on the phone

Talking on the phone with Liang Li yesterday night reminds me of talking to Michelle. 

How long have we not talking on the phone at night for long hours?

Michelle and I can never be the same again. 

Many things have change. Environment, time  and many others have make us different. 

Or Isz now I have negative thought again? Whatever it is, hope is not because of our last time "unhappy things" that makes her don't talk xin shi with me. 

Birthday

On 8 Jan, actual day of Mei Bao. Liang Li and I went to search for Mei Bao's birthday on the 7 Jan. We went high and low searching for mei bao. Finally we manage to buy a dress for her at One Loft dress shop at Far East Plaza. We also bought Yan Ling's present as well. Both presents are fantastic. 

When I saw Mei Bao wore the dress that we bought for her, she looks great in that dress and really suits her. For Yan Ling's present, everyone of us were so high. Haha. I really like the first expression that is on Yan Ling's face. Cythia, Alicia and Mei Poh were also shocked. We bought Yan Ling a red sexy night internal "dress" haha. Dun know how to type. Gosh, I should have take picture of that present for Yan Ling. Haha. 

We have fun on that day, not sure of Alicia, but at least most of us did.

Yesterday Michelle, Yong Sheng and I went to Wheellock to have dinner in a Japanese restaurant. Had a quite heavy dinner till I very full on the way to night time. Then we went shopping and went to Xin Wang at Northpoint to have a drink and continue to chat. Hope that I did not spoilt the both of their mood as yesterday I did not talk much to them due to tired. Now I know what does Michelle means after work if going out only body with no soul, haha, must be like yesterday of me. I am still glad that I went out with them as I am really happy lor, haha, dun noe how to describe la. Michelle say I fat le, which is true la, fat at stomach.. Grrrrr.... 

Yesterday after my work, I went home, I was still excited to meet them can't wait for the time to pass faster, but when reached the meeting time I start to be tired le.. Really hope did not spoilt Michelle's mood as Yong Sheng is ok la when I msg and apologies to him. Haha. Next meeting time will be Yong Sheng's receiving his salary. Haha.... 

What does best friend means to you?

Today I am so interested to this question:" What does best friend means to you?"

I went out with Jac today. We went to eat breakfast in KFC and chat while eating. This question just pop out and I and her had diff definition. To her best friend must least contact almost everyday or at least once a week. For me, I feel that since is best friend means we are very close so have problems then find best friend and ask each other out once in a blue moon is ok. She say I have old thoughts, then i told her this is mature thought. She say I am very random when comes to contact. When she was almost going to give up on me, I contact her. Haha. I don't know how to type la. Sorry.

For Jia Wen, for her have problem or no problem must contact, share problems and meet up when free.  The purpose is to maintain the friendship and Jokes.

So what does friendship means to you? I really want to know. Haha

My Plans

My plans for next year 2010

1) Study psychology in MDIS

2) Learn golf

3) Saves $900 for that year.

My plans for 8 years time, age 28.

1) To have at least one condo

2) stable/fixed career

3) to have a car 

 

明天我的弟弟就要去basic training for his NS. 我捨不得他。

不只道沒有他的日子會是什麼樣？

After knowing that i can't get into poly somehow my feelings is down. Don't know what to do and how to do. Feeling disappointed in myself.........