My Heart ia aching

Jus now talk to her at msn, wanted to ask her "how got ask someone to replace your work" but ended receive a sentence "i dun care wad u think but u make me dun trust u again".

I had told one of our friends about her things, but in the begining she already knew the past things that's why i told her but jus a phrase " she dun even know our current situation" makes me feel that is my fault. Ok lor, my fault lor....

Because she knew that's why i told her. seriousely i dun feel like update her bout i n that guy things, that's wat she said. Ok lor my fault.

I felt happy on that day when they both finally meet up and talk, wanted to share this happiness but cause no one knew her things except this friend that's y i told her.
At least her things finally we know where her problem lies on and finally she can try and open her heart and mind to so call reslove her own problem. I really felt very happy on that day but now she no longer trust me anymore so wat is the point of begin friend when there is no trust....

I almost immediately cried when i saw those phrase.... I already not feeling well le but now....

Really dun know wat to do le since she say like that.. My birthday is coming next month wanted her to oso join us to celebrate my birhday so wanted to ask her "how" but in the end, we become like this really dun know wat to do...

Feel that this birthday might be more happening as all of us are gathering and seriously wanted her to celebrate my birthday as well but she is workin, now hump, haiz really feelin very sad plus dun know wat to do and how to face her le.....