Today and Monday did not go to school. 

Monday did not go school is because i not feeling well. I did go see doctor and get MC but is at night den go. However, in the afternoon, i cried when i want to reply my father, i do not know y, is been a long time i did not cry in front of them le.. Is just out of sudden that i can't even control furthermore is like out of control.... I dun even know that i want to cry...

As for today, i overslept. I wanted to go see doctor just to get a MC but sky keeps raining heavily made me dun and can't go out... 

Had been thinking, why am i working so hard for wat and for who... I do not have off days as Monday to Friday schooling, Saturday and Sunday working, some days after school got to go work too. I not enough sleep plus not time for my own leisure... Really really dun understand.. Now my goal is to go ploy as is my final lap towards my goal but what i am doing now did not meant for my goal.. really questioning..

Ask raymond for permission not to work on sunday as going to my uncle house.. Haven ask yet. going to