Today did not go school as not feeling well. I had not feeling well for about 1 month. I wanted to go see doctor before the cny but thinking is jus normal coughing and running nose so forget it, dun waste money but since yesterday i was coughing very badly.

This morning put down the phone without listening to Mei Bao's call. I dun noe wat happen to me, this is my first time treat her like that. I know she will be angry, unhappy cause no one will want others to being treat this way.. I am really sorry! Sorry Mei Bao 

Long time did not do thorough housework le, today i do feeling very enjoyable.

Cleaning cooking stove, wall tiles, etc...

Mei Siang msg me i ask who to Jason's house on Feb 7......... Seriously i dun know who else i should ask.. To me is the common ppl lor.. Michelle, Yong Sheng, Steph me and her lor.. That is wat i reply her but any got to ask steph cause she is the one who suggested it out when we were in the bus on our way home... 

Tmr going out wif Mei Poh to buy clothes and shoes....

I say out and 'replied' him back. I know i shouldn't do that my i just can't control my anger...

We went out to eat together. I am the last one to finish my food and i agree that i should not talk when eating but can't just he wait for a while more only and i am not talking to any other person, i am talking to my mum. My mum did not say anything, she even talk to me... SO... What de big fuck he think...

Seriously, i dun noe if i still treat him as my father... Ya, i know that he has a strong pride and he is da nan ren but i just can't stand him... I understand his situation but so what, he deserved it. I was mopping the floor and there is a few patch which is difficult to mopped away and my mum asked to use my leg strength by stepping on the mop head and mop it away i tried then don't feel like trying anymore so pass it back to my mum. In the first place i want to sleep le, just that saw her doing wanted to help ma then ended saying me playing, i mean my dad who said me only know how to play... I shout back by saying, FORGET IT LA, I AM NOT HIS DAUGHTER... This is my first time saying that i am not his daughter.. Is like the whole day whatever i do he got NEGATIVE comment lor... damm it man..  

Feeling Stress

Final lap le before leaving ite. I want to go poly but heart still in slacking and playing mood.

Account is ok, believe i can do it but thinking of audit, i really really very scared.

I promised " someone" that if i cannot make it i will give a sum of money to this " someone".

He is just wanted to give me some push as i am the type that need someone to push or stress me then i will do it but haiz... 

Dun know how to study Audit.... 

WHO CAN HELP ME??????? 

How to Treasure Friendship

After reading Yong Sheng's blog i was thinking Jun Jie 有什麼魅力？

What i know is that he is kind, generous, knowing what he wants, knowing where he wanted to go and knowing what he wanted to do....

He and Yong Sheng initially weren't that closed after almost everyone left mac. What does he do to make everyone so treasure him? I really really want to know the ans... Even my godma, lay hong as compare he and she is very much more closer than she and me... haiz....

Jun Jie and Yong Sheng, what about me and michelle?

In school, Mei Poh is consider very close to me... We shared lots of things. But maybe cause our age is the same ba, ... dun know how to say...

All along, i really hope that i can have an elder sister to like take care and look after me. I really took michelle as my sister but in reality she does not need to do all these to me. Ya, she did advise me... i still remember her last day at Am10... Chin Leong and Yee Siong guard the entrance to prevent anyone disturbing michelle from talking to me. She told me she 最不放心我，要我專心讀書。 That time i was happy but sad as well.  Happy cause she care about me, sad is she is leaving but anyway that is already the past le... The only thing that bother me towards michelle is that incident that happen between 2 of us and jac, hope she can forget it and she and i can go back to the past.  

Think i watch too much drama le ba.. A few drama shows two friends wif the same gender but diff age is so close together.... Care and think for each other so much......

Quite a number of events that i haven post. Farewell dinner, sending flight, Mei Poh birthday, mds party, our gathering wif pass am10 ppl..........

Today not going to sleep le, wanted to type my blog....

Event 1: Farewell Dinner

2 Jan last min for me la. Ai Tze called me and ask me if i will be free to meet up in Am10 for jj farewell. I say ok. We went to AMK Ave 4 there, opp Mayflower Sec to eat sea food. Soh Huay, Lay Hong, Doris, Angeline, Ai Tze, Sirlou... First time not because of meeting meet up with the Angeline and stayed till late night...  Still waiting for Angeline birthday cause send her a card to thank her for been there for me b4 i left AM10.

Event 2: Sending Flight

last min for me as well. That day i was working, last min msg godma if she is sending him off den follow by Doris... That was my first time seeing jj so blur. He told us that he is boarding at 10 pm but end up is 8.15pm.. Luckily we went off early reachin airport is just nice. Took few

pics ... That night i was thinking, since he went off le, den maybe i replace him to accompany them... that's what they say too but seriously i dun know where to bring them... JJ normally where u bring them!!!??? Haiz... but till now haven do it yet.. havin acc ca..... 

Event 3: Mei Poh's birthday

Mostly is organised by Cynthia and Alicia. We went to Park Mall de fish & co to celebrate.

She was being sabo by doin all the dare created by Cynthia and Alicia. But firstly is the crew asked her to Stand up on the chair to blow off the candle, den follow by their sabotage. She was tearing off her present that had been wrapped by 20 layers of newspaper.. There are 5 dare for her to do. The dare are to take guy's number, to kiss guy who we do not know, to sing on the stage for us, the other 2 i forgot le. Oh ya i haven pass her the b'day card that i wrote for her personally. I wanted to write wishes for her on the big card created by the 2 girls but last min they change their mind as they wanted to laminate it so told her thru fone but cause the msg was so long so i keep it very short as Cynthia was the one who wrote so dun waste her energy and time.... And thru fone can't hear properly... Haiz...

Event 4: mds party

nth much to write there actually.. Jus listen to our results, our objective for dec and tis year....

Haiz, dun noe wat to type la, i forgot already.

Event 5: Gathering wif EX am10 ppl

I am the one who organised this. I started planning in oct though is like a bit kiasu but luckily i did that lor. I msg everyone total of 10 ppl. Jason, Michelle, Terance, Steph, Yee Siong, Alice, Yong Sheng, Mei Siang, Rong Cheng and including myself. In the 1st place alice told me ok but ended up not ok. Yee siong can't make it on the weekends, Jason last min baby fall sick and Terance's assistance fall sick got to cover he/her shift, steph dun wan to turn up but last min being forced by me.. haha.. Luckily i did not put too much hope on this gathering as from the past experience, alway get disappointment only so this gathering i am quite happy la as did gather a bit lor... We celebrate the Jan baby( Yong Sheng and steph). We went lao beijing to eat den we went for K... 

 

Type on monday in the first place as that day not going to sleep wanted to type out but i manage to type out one blog only.. This blog was being deleted half-way while typing, make me so angry so today den continue....