Not Feeling Well

I have fall sick le due to 熬夜. That day when i and her so call quarrelled i already fall sick le but nowadays getting worst. On the 24 night after surfing net i laid on my bed but i can't sleep till morning 6.30 den i call fall asleep but i woke up at 7.30am due to i working at 9am. I having flu plus my throat not feeling well too, did not go see doctor.....

My School Friends

I had also a group of friends(sisters) in school. I can say that we quite close la. We share our problems and joy with one another and also tried to help one another if possible. Before the school close the 2nd day mei poh, liang li and i had misunderstanding. Cythia had told me what had happened, wanted to msg mei poh but dun know wat to type and finally got a chance for me to talk to her but because i was too tired due to workin overnight shift that is why i only msg her regarding the cert only.



Mei Poh is someone who really cared for others for example our study. Whenever we are late or did not go to school, she will not happy. Actually is not her problem(study) but she cared, i really really like her alot as whenever u are with her, she can make everyone laugh till crazy, she will not leave anyone out de plus she cared for us.



One year had passed, and almost all those groups in my class had almost go separated except my group. We are still together, i am very gald that i had this group of sis with me in school.

I hope we can continue to study together

My Forever HOPE

This afternoon when jac told me wat she had sent to her, i knew that i had broke their friendship but i tried to tell her that no need to make untill so serious.

I had msn to her this late afternoon and jus now saw her replied and i realised that she oso 蛮在乎她们之间的友谊地。Jac thought that she willl not care de, but actually she quite care de unless is overboard that is hard to say le.

When i saw her replied, i called to jac and let her know about it. I feel that if beacuse jus a small matter and end friendship i think is not worth it. I told jac that she oso 在乎their friendship as she said that now i am breakin her and jac friendship. Jac is now sleeping so i hope i can receive good news tmr.....

All of us are actually cared for one another de, i really really hope that our friendship can be like 缘之会 last for so long. I hope for it is because is hard to find real friendship and i believe that we actually had build a strong bond between us. I really dun want to break it. To say the truth, i really really treasure them alot, alot more than i had thought.

Seriously, if i lose one of them, i really really dun know what to do... Hope will not happen this anymore.....

FINALLY

I thought i could control my tears but while talking to my friend i cried out le. My i really wrong?
What should i do and wat can i do?

难倒说珍惜朋友也有错？还是我太过珍惜了？

I believe myself

I believe my myself that i can be trusted as i dun spread around unless there is third party who knows already the stuff before i know anything.

Really hope someone can help me on this things. Hope i and her can be close friends again....

My Heart ia aching

Jus now talk to her at msn, wanted to ask her "how got ask someone to replace your work" but ended receive a sentence "i dun care wad u think but u make me dun trust u again".

I had told one of our friends about her things, but in the begining she already knew the past things that's why i told her but jus a phrase " she dun even know our current situation" makes me feel that is my fault. Ok lor, my fault lor....

Because she knew that's why i told her. seriousely i dun feel like update her bout i n that guy things, that's wat she said. Ok lor my fault.

I felt happy on that day when they both finally meet up and talk, wanted to share this happiness but cause no one knew her things except this friend that's y i told her.
At least her things finally we know where her problem lies on and finally she can try and open her heart and mind to so call reslove her own problem. I really felt very happy on that day but now she no longer trust me anymore so wat is the point of begin friend when there is no trust....

I almost immediately cried when i saw those phrase.... I already not feeling well le but now....

Really dun know wat to do le since she say like that.. My birthday is coming next month wanted her to oso join us to celebrate my birhday so wanted to ask her "how" but in the end, we become like this really dun know wat to do...

Feel that this birthday might be more happening as all of us are gathering and seriously wanted her to celebrate my birthday as well but she is workin, now hump, haiz really feelin very sad plus dun know wat to do and how to face her le.....

Don' Know What To Say

Finally they meet up and talk le... haha... but haiz, got a bit regret to do this kind of meeting if i knew that she already got the answer. All along the while she told me that she wanna an answer from him so that she can 死心 and because she 不甘愿. but... i tink i had made her more sad plus angry ba... i send msg to her "sorry" but she had not reply me maybe cause her fone spolit ba...

Now is her own problem le.... I jus want all my friends or anyone that is beside me to be happy, is jus so simple... i dun wan anyone to be unhappy or 苦恼....

Interesting

A Friend that... (A)ccepts you as you are (B) elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E) nvisions the whole of you (F) orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J) ust "be" with you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M) akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffers support (P) icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R) aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T) ells you the truth when you need to hear it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)- plain things you don't understand (Y) ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality

RETRIVE

When i was searching for my foolscape to revise my work, i found something which reminds me of my "SLK" members(freinds) in year 2005... (tink is tis year ba)

A song and a cheer that created by my sister, Jacqlyn. We are using the rhythm of the korean drama “大长今” for the song

SLK Cheer

Haha, Haha....
Do you know that we are Siao Lang Keng? (hahahaha)
We are crazy and super lame (hahahaha)
We are here to make you laugh (hahahaha)
Doing crazy stuff lyk bang the wall
Haha Listen up!
If you 烦 us, we'll scold
你那妈！

SLK Songs

Siao Lang Keng (x2) 我们 siao lahx!
白天想 晚上想 想去 K-box
Siao Lang Keng (x2) 唱到很 high
High 到连时间都 通通忘掉

Hey ya (x2) 谁能给我力量？
路漫长 爱漫长 全都散啦！

不要哭(x2) 我的最爱
一首歌 一句话 就是天涯
不要哭(x2) 望着星空
看月亮 看星星 想着我们

Siao Siao La (x2) 快点 ki xiao
打电话 说说话 保持联络
电话响(x2) 赶快接听
说一声我爱你 带来温暖

Hey ya(x2) 不要失去联络
路漫长 爱漫长 只要相信
Hey ya(x2) 爱能给我力量
路漫长 爱漫长 心中有你

My Sad Day

Today did not go to school as i could not wake up. After i woke up, i went to have my lunch and play muisc while revising my work. I msg michelle, jun jie and yong sheng that we will be meeting at 5.30pm at amk mrt station but later part michelle cannot make it and so extend to 6.30pm.

So my family and i went out to have our dinner and after that i went to meet them. At first we really dun know where to eat and ended up we went to pizza hut and eat. Jun jie nad yong sheng are really brothers as they are saboing each other by adding more chilli and cheese to each other pizza. Yong shen even worst, he took pepper and add to jun jie's pizza... haha, he still ate it..

Both of them after eating and drinking, they really went out w/o paying.. In the begining i thought jj would pay for the bill so i actually wanted to walk out of the hut but michelle was standing in front of the counter dare not go as she was not sure if it had been paid, so we went and ask the crew but those crew was also blur, they like didn't know that we are about to step out of the store... haha.. Ended up michelle who was the one paying...

We really dun know where to go. Yong Sheng and i actually planned to go Hong Guan which is beside the cinema but michelle dun wan, she wanted to go k box instead(yesterday confirm and change). Then we walked to amk hub, jj dun wan to go k box and pool ended up going to aracede playing. After that, we walked to mrt station as jj dun want to go those places so michelle decidede to go home instead as it is wasting time (is true la). If i were her, i will feel that got a bit not sincere la as the card did not write anythin plus is like everythin no ready and not in place lor. Jus that the 3 of us hold on the card together and pass it to her lor.. Wanted to make fun of her by buying love box for her, but the scenery and the scerenio is like no kick lor..

We waste time standing there den finally u left back to her home...

I and Yong sheng actually had a plan after we had asked yee siong on 25 feb if he is free today. Then i went on to ask jac and steph since already asked siong along,. but yesterday got a bit disappointed as both jac and siong can't make it when michelle wanted to have them around and oso i oso not happy cause is like long time no see le but ended up like both can't make. Jac got her reason so no choice. Haiz....... Steph, can't confirm wif me on sunday but today oso gt no news lor... Whatever la ok...

Saw my secondary classmates at the aracede, they are emmerline, patrica and pearly.....

Today overall celebration is quite sad, boring and is like nothing...........................................